Tuesday, September 19, 2006
9:27:00 PM

i wonder why is life like that.
i wonder why is JC like that.
i wonder why i chose to have this life.
i wonder why the sky is called blue.
i wonder why i am called cheryl.
i wonder why i am called human.
i wonder why the table is a table.
i wonder why i am alive.
i wonder why is there exams.
i wonder why am i blogging.
i wonder why am i here.

the world is so full of possibilities that i dont know what to do. there are so many things for me to explore that i have no idea why am i stuck here studying mundane things. but i love maths. which is ironic cuz, its a really dead subject. i only learn fixed formulas. but what i like about maths is the things it is able to achieve just using numbers.

i am going korea. yay. but somehow i still feel guilty about going. i dont know. today is just not my day. maybe im mood swinging. but maybe not. i feel lost. somehow. and promos is so near. i have no idea what to do next. what if i cant get promoted? i have been waking up in da middle of the night, freaking out. dreaming that i get retained. i have never felt so stressed before in my entire life. why is my life so stressed now? why am i so paranoid?

maybe cuz i am in JC. doesnt matter which JC i go to. cuz it will still be the same. somehow i wonder if i were in other JC, will i be like now?

Saturday, September 16, 2006
2:30:00 PM

She had gone to visit some friends one
evening and
time passed quickly as each shared their various
experiences of the past year.

She ended up staying longer than planned, and had
to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it
was a small town and she lived only a few blocks
away.

As she walked along under the tall elm trees,
Diane asked "God" to keep her safe from harm and
danger.

When she reached the alley, which was a short
cut
to her house, she decided to take it.

However, halfway down the alley she noticed a
man
standing at the end as though he were waiting for
her.

She became uneasy and began to pray, asking
for "God's" protection.

Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and
security wrapped round her, she felt as though
someone was walking with her.

When she reached the end of the alley, she
walked
right past the man and arrived home safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaper that
a young girl had been raped in the same alley just
twenty minutes after she had been there.

Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact
that it could have been her, she began to weep.

Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this
young woman, she decided to go to the police
station.

She felt she could recognize the man, so she told
them her story.

The police asked her if she would be willing to
look
at a lineup to see if she could identify him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out the man
she had seen in the alley the night before.

When the man was told he had been identified, he
immediately broke down and confessed.

The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and
asked if there was anything they could do for her.

She asked if they would ask the man one question.

Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked
her.

When the policeman asked him, he answered,
"Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men
walking on either side of her."

Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're
never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers
will not stand up for God?

haha. i juz tot this will be a cool story to show. and its really. i dunno larx.
its up to you to interprete it and up to you to believe it. haha.

aniways this week flew past like whirlwind. hahaha. like realy fast. tho most of da week i culdnt meet kiphoe cuz he got prelims :(( but yea. i got past. hahaah. thanks to all who endured mai crankiness k! hahaah.

and yup. i tink im bonding with mai class people le larx. hahaha. oh well its really interesting cuz i tink mai class is so. rojak. hahaha. cuz everyone's like different ba. unique u can say. hahaah. so its interesting how everyone gets along fine. and we noticed tat we are really random! hahaah. and on wed, we were so random larx. we ponned econs quiz and went to mac. and sat there to random for hours! hahaha. but it was fun ((:
i love randomness. hahaah. i really hope to be promoted. haisssssssss. i hope hoep hope. and here im. slacking. hahaha. i've got nothing to say. im incorrigible. whee. (((:

maeb i shld go study. but i really hate kinetics. BORING. whee (: but i have ta do all mai tutorials. inorder to revise. hMM. ok. i shall go do. after a bit of maple and minesweeper! whee (:

im high. shoot me.

Saturday, September 09, 2006
12:01:00 PM

heyheyhey. im here finally to blog! haha. sorry to those who reads mai blog. i haven been updating cuz mai sister's been hoggin da com to herself! hahaha. so mean can! LOL.

aniways. gg back to wad i did. on teacher's day eve, i went back to dhs. yes i ponned school tat day. LOL. but still hahah i did tat so tat i can see mrs vora! haha. i really cant be bothered abt da teachers in tj XD not now at least. hahahah. and yea man. i went back with da 4D ppl. haha. oh man. how much i missed them! haha. i miss them so much can. hahahah. den after tat we went to eat at pasta. hMM. da 9of us. hahaha. namely matt muthu desmond huping jasmine minyu serhua unice and me! haahah. so me matt huping and unice got a table to ourselves and muthu desmond jasmine minyu and serhua got another table. hahaha. sharing a table with matt hp and unice reminded me of the times in 4D where da four of us were sitting tgt. hahah. and our choice of topic always go towards da not so correct side. haha. i really miss them! hahaha. i dun tink other ppl will choose da topic we choose. tho its always because of unice and huping. but oh well. XD

den after tat we wanted ice cream. so da 4of us went to search for icecream where da rest sat in pasta mania. hahaha. den jaslyn joined them after that. LOL. oh well. da icecream search was futile. hahaha. cuz we didnt get any icecream in da end and we walked arnd parkway twice! hahaah. after that da 7 of us (minus unice and jaslyn and huping) haah decided to go matt's house. we took a long long time to get there. cuz we kept digressing and kept lookin at food. hahaha. typical. haha. its really funny. hahah. and we got to matt's house after crossing many many obstacles. wich are the food gazing and bubbletea buying and waiting for zhuen and fanny. haha. we went there to chill. me minyu zhuen and desmond started playing mahjong and serhua and matt went to da piano and fanny jus watch us play and muthu cheated minyu of her rights to play mahjong and took her place. so minyu and jasmine went to play with zai! hahaha. tat s how we ended our day!

den friday i went out with mai baby! hahaah. and sat too. friday we juz chill at his house and attempted to study. LOL. we did larx. he have to! his prelims is nearing!! so scary can!

den sat we went for vj carnival. hahaha. at first i tot it wuld be boring. yes its quite but its great catching up with old frenz. really vj is like another dhs. haha. juz more ang moh. hahah. and kiphoe won da frog for me in da frog game!!! hahaah. and its now called spaz. whee! ((: before tat me minyu and kiphoe went back to dhs to see vora and chin. hahaha. tho i went le but this time i culd really sit down and chat with da teachers. hahaha. and minyu go intro kiphoe as mai spouse! ahhh. so weird larx. cuz like they are teachers ma. haha. lidat lorx. XD

oh and after tat we went to kiphoe's house to watch underworld. hehehe. (((: im glad tat minyu and kiphoe can get along!!! hahaha.

and on monday, we went to matts house to chill. hahaah. ok to study. but i ended up playing mahjongwith minyu and fanny. hahaha. BOTH of them have no sch and finished their exams! how irritating!!!! hahaah. i wna be like them too :(

den on tuesday.. we went to bk to study. hahaha. den yea lidat lorx. minyu went too and she was readin mai adrian mole book and some intellectual boring book. ahahah. den we saw xiuru and abby and qianhui. hahaah. all muggers can. >.< i feel so lazy!

on wed i went out with mai family to watch monster house. ITS REALLY NICE.!!! hahaah. go and watch. its so interesting and very detailed cartoon. hahaha. and its really nice and touching. haha tho i didnt cry. LA!den we went to john little warehouse sale!!! i bought loads of lingerie!!! ((: YAY. 50bucks bra was oni 19!!! whee. so nice larx. (((:

thurs.. oh well i shall not mention it. badday >.<

friday?hahah. went out to study with kiphoe and his bro! hahaha. den they came over to mai house and his bro and mai sister went to play com tgt. hahaah. yay! maeb they will end up tgt too!!! hahaah. (((:

den today is sat. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANHSIN! haha. and oh yea. i got married to kiphoe in maple!!! (((: so pretty! LOL

yea tats all le ba? i gg out soon le. whee ((:

maeb i shld change mai blogskin. hMM.
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